Kirodric

My hand runs through her hair, So soft; full of life. Asleep on my chest, I ponder to myself, Wonder why I have given it all up, Just to have this moment, When we both know that this can't last, But will we be able to appreciate what we have left? She says she hates him, She hasn't left him. I say I love her, Yet I cannont bear to let her stay. Perhaps, One day down the road, When things aren't like they are, Everything could mend, And it'd be like We were two again.

She was the only one. She is the only one. And now, She is gone. And it’s my fault. I pushed her away, Cursed at her, Told her to walk. I curse those words. I curse everything I’ve done. I curse everyone that supported my thoughts. I won’t even be able to pay respects, I wasn’t invited. We’ve known each other for years. And now she’s gone, and it’s all my fucking fault.

Seems as though the lies, Go round and round. They’re all the same, And yet each has it’s own distinct flavor. Lies shaped, molded, and cut, Into what she thinks is un noticeable. She promises that she won’t do it again. But in only an hour, she has begun the cycle. Another, not lie, but excuse, That was made a year ago. Why couldn’t it have been blatant? The poison would have hurt much less. But she has gone back on her ‘excuse’ and knows that I, Will not confront her. They both believe I will not notice, And will simply accept it. And eventually, I’ll have to. But not again, Will I succ

I never thought this would happen, Not to me. I knew I was going to be more than just a statstic, But no, I have succumb. The thought occurs to me daily, It won’t go away, It just won’t leave me alone. I want it to be over with, I do anything I can to stop the feeling, Anything I do is only a temporary splint to the problem. And when that splint breaks, the feeling is worse than ever. I thought this would have ended now, Now that I have the things needed to get over it. But everything I thought would help fix it is collapsing, And it’s all my fault. Goodbye.

Put your trust in no one. Believe nothing. It's all lies. They're all the same. Forget that they used to be your friends. Forget their prescence. Stop admiring them. Forget that you even once cared for them. Forget that you used to stare at her. Forget they used to be one of the last people you could confide in. Remember that they used you. Remember that they had no interest. Remember that they were simply auditioning. Testing their skills. And remember, You fell for it.

Force the gates, Battle through the once strong defenses, Continue on to the first tower, The tower of trust. Once there, talk kindly, act as though you care, Then move back down the stairs, leaving the tower wondering. Travel towards the final defense, And break through, like so many before you have. Proceed to spread your infection through the heart, You do this ever so cunningly, You do it by showing care, affection, and you act as if you care. Once you have gotten what you wanted out of it, You destroy it. It slowly rebuilds itself, this time with stronger defenses, The tower grows smaller, Its walkways becoming tighter and

the sun is rising on a fallen earth bodies stacked as high as skyscrapers painted gold by the eternal shine mutilated by their own selfish desires

After so much pain, I don't know how to adjust to emptiness. I must be worth something to someone. I used to worry about how to handle confrontation every single day. Now, all i worry about is that I won't overhear something dramatic that day to distract me from the blankness. This wasn't what I expected. This wasn't what I wanted. This is what I'm trapped with.

Stuck in the new moon of dancing thoughts. Tied in vines that they slowly had forgotten. Wake up next to a lie, Its drowing you by the tide When a silent stone is slowly turning over. Begun in the way one day it would fall. Carelessly being trampled endlessly on. Where the summer is grey, And the heartache is vain. Every empty arm is fighting every breath it takes. All colourful thoughts disappear like the floor. What good is it to slam those wise open doors? It nothing had happened, Would you still be to blame? Nobody can read out inside out anymore. Find that everything changed, are you the bad guy now? Its spinning round an

You turned around and shocked me, So keen you should have mocked me. Right before this island could break. My love is always sinking. So fast so feared, made me thinking Why i should have left the book and pick up my guitar again. Triple doggie darin' Its the same what always happens And i know there is no way to doubt it now. I see fear within your eyes When its okay and its alright. Im not yours and youre not mine And its okay and its alright. Dared to make you feel alive But its okay and its alright. Should you break me, ill be fine. Im not okay, im not alright. Some people say were different, But I think its not uncommo

My head was spinning but its all better now. You tied yourself up into me somehow. No wonder I am such a pain to thee Because with you, there is two of me. Life was some kind of game until you came into play. Keep breathing for me or i'll faint someday. I think you like to watch me become undone. This may be obvious but youre the only one. Romance is deperate causing us to combine. You suffer soul attacks but you'll be fine. I think we've waited for this moment to come. We think its simple, but its confusing to some. You may be right when you speak the truth About the love and how it gets to you. My eyes feel like they are falli

There comes a time in our lives when we have to say goodbye. Friendships come and go… even if we wish it could be otherwise. My double standards got in the way… just like your uncaring demeanor. I see that clearly now. You saw it all along. In many ways, I was wrong. But that doesn’t mean you were always right. We both won and lost battles. We were both partially right— and mostly wrong— in some instances. And we were both too set in our ways to change. You’re able to accept the fact that friendships end. It’s time I learn from your example. Maybe we just forgot how to be friends. More lik

I bowed my head and cried It felt like every little ounce of me died. I can't take this anymore but I can't seem to find the door because there's no way out. There's never been a way out, even when my heart stops beating and when all brain function ceases, I will remain here. I feel like I'm helpless, I can't stop her from hurting you, from hurting me, from killing us. I've never wanted to marry, but then I felt your heart beat and it was synced so perfect with mine, so when mine stops beating, will yours stop too? Will be both fall together like two Shakespearean lovers? I can't take this anymore, I've run out of ways to fight... And

There's a hole in my chest I can feel it everytime I look in your eyes Don't tell me that it's right That everytime I see your smile I die a little more inside Destroy me Before the sickness takes over Just kill me So I never have to hurt you So I can die with my dignity

I'll never understand how anyone can love me Or how she'll always think I'm so perfect I've never been a really good guy I've failed at the points when I'm needed most My heart's scarred and I'm as hideous as the most evil of demons But somehow, when I'm with her None of that matters